[TEN things you want to say to TEN different people. ]

1. I love you so goddamn much, and yet you never see it. What do I have to do to make you see that even when you left me, practically for dead, I never blamed you, though it was always you. You're still the love of my life, and I never stopped thinking about you... not once. Your absence is what drove me to almost being admitted into a hospital.. My love for you never stopped... not once.

2. Leave his ass already. He's no good for you and you see it, yet you keep making up excuses to stay with him.

3. I hate you. You damn near ruined my life.

4. You can completely annoy me sometimes. You're selfish, self absorbed, a brat, and conceited.. but you're still my best friend.

5. Make up your goddamn mind already. Do you want this or not?

6. We've always had this connection.. but now it seems to be fading. Is it that we're growing apart? We could have had maybe one of the best relationships.. but we both know how that would have ended.

7. I have a suspicion that you've been lying to me this whole time.

8. Be yourself, for God's sake! Stop trying to be like us, it isn't working. You're a better person when you're just yourself.

9. I hate what you've become...

10. But could you believe me when I say I still love you?

[ NINE things about yourself: ]

1. I've literally been through hell and back.

2. Somedays I feel like I don't know who I am.

3. I only lie when it's absolutely necessary.

4. I can absolutely dispise my own best friends sometimes.

5. I don't consider my "family" actually family.

6. I've only "blown up" once.

7. I'm agnostic.

8. I've only had two referrals throughout my whole life.

9. I still work at Taco Hell.

[ EIGHT ways to win your heart: ]

1. Hold me.

2. Kiss my cheek.

3. Never lie, not even about your past.

4. Show affection in front of your friends.

5. Want to be with me.

6. Respect my friends, my family, and me.

7. Send me little notes that have simple stuff on it, like smiley faces.

8. Be the one to save me.

[ SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot: ]

1. Him.

2. Music.

3. The future.

4. Him.

5. The past.

6. Vivian Mary Dockery.

7. He crosses my mind alot, doesn't he?

[ SIX things you couldn't live without: ]

1. Music. Omfg.

2. My cellphone, sadly.

3. My friends.

4. My parents.

5. iPod!

6. Books. ><

[ FIVE turn OFFS: ]

1. Odor.

2. Hairiness.

3. Lairs.

4. Posers.

5. Metros. ><

[ FOUR turn ONS: ]

1. Appearance. (Sorry. ><

2. Body language.

3. Funny. <3

4. Music interests.

[ THREE smileys that describe your life: ]

1. ><

2. XD

3. o.O

[ TWO things you want to do before you die: ]

1. Trace my families as far back as possible.

2. See the world.

[ ONE confession: ]

1. I fight with God constantly.


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